Ahoy!
I'm Wain, it's a pleasure to greet you.
I bet you're wondering what the whole deal is about this place. Really, there are a couple of deals.
Blog
That's a Doozy - 10/5/2026
Released the first part of a pretty big undertaking today. Spawn 1. I have about a third of what I plan to release prepared right now, but I have wind in my sails and that will take me most of the way there. Ideally, I release something every day for a hot minute. That will be cool. Check the site for updates on that! Listening to
The Velvet Underground by
The Velvet Underground.
Screw Signals - 9/29/2026
Stress about exams has been kicking my butt! The one I was the most worried about ended up being fair and also surprisingly essential to my understanding. Despite that, I still don't enjoy signals or systems. Well, transfer functions are fine.
Hooo Bizzle - 9/17/2026
Been so busy! My new semester has started and it's a bunch of work. All my hobbies are coming back to life one by one, which is a scary threat to my free time. Hoping and praying bass is next but I'm pretty happy with drawing, writing, sewing, and martial arts for now. Something in my brain's been telling me to write fanfic, which I've never done before. Also I've been hot as hell recently, just a seriously attractive individual. I look like every hopeful picrew I made at age 15 AND I have a great personality AND I'm quite skilled at a handful of things that I enjoy doing AND I'm a smart cookie to top it all off. Currently listening to
U by
underscores,
Lincoln by
They Might Be Giants, and
Juno Goes to the Big House by
Sorry Mom.
Happy Pride Bitchezzz - 6/1/2026
I decided to get really excited about this because being excited is really fun. Listening to
Born This Way by
Lady Gaga.
Boo! - 5/29/2026
Been a little bit. Working on creative endeavors unrelated to this site. Except I'm putting them on the site slowly but surely! My partner and I's 3rd anniversary was recently, we talked about old creepypasta insert-name-the-killer type OCs and then made our own. I wrote a lil bit of that, it was fun. They cut my hair also, it went from pretty long to pretty short. I like it so far. Maybe starting a campaign using The Black Hack soon, thinking a campaign diary page here could be fun.
... Now What? - 5/13/2026
Now that everything's done, I can't just do work on the website. I have to actually put stuff on it now! How awful! Just kidding, I already wrote something new to cap off Cloud 1. Am a little rusty, but it was fun to play with formatting. That's usually my favorite part of writing. Currently listening to
Between Two Lungs by
Florence + The Machine.
ITS FINALLY OVER - 5/12/2026 II
It's done! All of the currently existing pages have been made up-to-date with the new theme! Mobile viewing is better than ever, all the navigation is handled, everything is reachable. High-fives were let loose all around.
Next Stage - 5/12/2026
Finishing off the formatting for the last few pages today! Might even sneak in some mobile format optimization finally. I've been playing a lot of TTRPGs and making a lot of presentations on things that don't really matter. Been drawing more frequently, especially if you focus on more finished pieces. That's quite fun. My sister is back in town, which is great. She's sorta the greatest of all time and is the only person I know that regularly outswags me. Listening to
Hissing Prigs in Static Couture by
Braniac and
The Jester by
Wallice.
Long Overdue - 4/25/2026
Finally went and got all the writing up to speed with the new layout. Now that I have no more classes (just finals, eek!) I feel a lot less like I'm spending time somewhere I shouldn't be when I'm messing with this site. Listening to
U by
underscores.
P.S. I pretty much understand flex boxes now.
Good Morning Wednesday - 4/22/2026
Dressed more close-fitting than my usual, its nice. Closing out my semester. Had my longest lucid dream to date, I took it slow and made sure to enjoy it without getting too crazy. Even though it's a little chilly, I'm having a good day and I'm getting quite a bit done. It feels good. Listening to
BRAT by
Charli xcx and
cheshire days by
Ashley Ninelives.
Sighs whistfully - 4/21/2026
I think about this site all the time. I have big dreams, a lot I want to write. What I have is so disconnected, while I like the little glimpses into the world that I have it isn't enough. I want to write more, too. Get a bigger place to put out my longer thoughts, maybe figure out how to format them in a way that's less rambly. A good friend of mine recommended I start a substack, that seems a bit ambitious. I have daydreams of self improvement and as a reflection of me this site fits into those dreams. It's beautiful outside and I'm all hopeful and angry and excited and worried and it makes everything feel realer. I'm listening to
Let's Build a Roof by
LAKE and
Spirit Orb by
chloe moriondo. What a lovely day.
I'm not a perfectionist - 3/28/2026
In the past few days something has really gotten into me. I've always been the type to just get something workable and done and then move on. That's not to say I don't like doing things right when I can, there's always room for improvement. Now, though, I have a constant interest in making things as good as I possibly can. I went 'oh, I could swing revamping my site this week' and then I put every bit of leverage my ass could muster into that swing. It's fun to be better, but I have to be careful. I know how dangerous an empowered inner critic can be.
Today, I'm listening to
American Thighs by
Veruca Salt
Now would you look at that - 3/27/2026
Ground away at this new theme, damn does it feel good now that I've got it underway. I almost understand flex boxes!